I do this thing several times throughout the year, where I sit and just think of what I was doing, where I was, who I was with, a year ago today, on whatever day that it is.
Well: I’ve been doing that a lot recently, because I kept meaning to write it down, and I just never did. So, here it is, without further adieu.
Punchline: I dropped out of grad school. Withdrew sounds so much better, doesn’t it? Listen to it here: I withdrew from graduate school. Yeah, sounds so much nicer.
The story: I had been thinking about it for a long while now. The idea that I might not need to be in grad school seemed to be a very persistent one, and one not without proper foundation. (Not without sounded better than with. Back to the story.) After discussing the options with family and friends, it became abundantly clear that the best thing for me right now is to not be (split-infinitive: deal wid it) in grad school, but out and about, auditioning, taking classes a few times a week, and pursuing both theatre and film in a way that exists outside educational walls.
This doesn’t mean I think grad school is a bad thing. Not at all. It’s just not for me right now, where I am and what I want to do. Plain and simple. Don’t read into it; I’m okay; it’s that I want/need/desire other things besides formal schooling education right now.
As Mark Twain said though, “I never let my schooling interfere with my education.” And now that I am not in school for the first time in my entire life, I will not let not being in school interfere with my continued learning and education. (How many nots was that?)
My plan is to pursue acting in any arena that is available while taking some classes of my choosing along the way. So far, I have auditioned for a show in town called The Real Thing (in case you didn’t read my Frogger post). I got a callback, so we will cross that bridge when we get to it.
I also plan to get a part-time job, but this economy sucks poop, which makes finding a job harder than a lesbian couple adopting foreign twins. I have an interview/registration process to go through next week at a local temp agency that helps actors find work to support their addiction. Hopefully, they can get me a job for a little while anyway. If not, I know it will pan out.
So that’s some of my life right now. If you want to keep up with my acting journey, you can click on WHATS NEW on my site: nealtucker.net. I’ll keep what shows I’m in actively updated on that link. I’ll also do it on here, too. Even so, check out my site if you get a chance and leave me a comment at my email or on here or facebook or something. I think I’m connected to like 50 online communication tools, so you have no excuse.
I was going to write “I love you all” as my closing, but I have no idea who reads this, and to the 53 year old man who acts like he’s 14 on MySpace, I don’t love you. And I won’t come to your house for beer, either. For one thing, I don’t drink beer. For another, you’re a perv.
Talk soon,
Neal
I am done with my first semester of MFA Acting Grad School at the Theatre Conservatory at the Chicago College of Performing Arts at Roosevelt University. Wow. That took entirely too long to type out. I am pumped that I have a semester under my belt. Only 5/6 to go. *sigh*
Today, I wanted to sleep in. Did I? Nope. Had to get up at 10am to let in the Cable Guy to fix our awesome new DVR cable box that doesn’t work. I mean now it does, but it didn’t this morning. Now, you may not think that 10am is early. But I went to bed at like 4. So. Yeah. I’m still tired.
In other news, I will be home in the Ham December 27. I’ll be home for several weeks after that, too, ’til I leave near the 15th-17th-ish.
And in still yet other interesting news, it’s -6* in Chicago right now.